♠ 5 [Video]

[ootorospring]

Does anyone know any good books or authors for studying law?

[Yes, Haruhi has disappeared for a few days to-- where else?-- the library. She's in a frenzy to study and get her head back to earth and practical matters...]

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[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

W-Well, no, he's stupid, he has his head in the clouds, he's really narcissistic, and he's a good-for-nothing at the most important moments--

[afghjkh again]

...But despite all that he has his good qualities...

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[He can't help but chuckle]

He's silly is what all that means.

[He smiles]

But you certainly compliment each other. He's silly, you're sensible, he's got his head in the clouds and you're well grounded. He very fun loving while you're very studious.

Together you both make a perfect balance of person.

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

You... think so?

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

I really think so.

[Yeeeeees...yeeeeeeeeeeeeeees. One step closer! Even if it's a baby step! BD]

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

[pause. pause. wait for it.]

Takuma-kun--

There's something I've been wanting to tell Tamaki-senpai, but I'm worried about how he'll feel. When we found out he didn't remember a lot of what happened back home, he was really upset, and I don't want to make him upset again...

[she honestly has no idea what she's asking but herein lies the root of her problem and the reason she hasn't yet re-told Tamaki that she's in love with him. because she only just recently decided she was ready to say it, but what if after the trauma of thinking he'd "abandoned" everyone he wasn't ready to hear it?? DILEMMA. and a badly-worded not!question.]

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[Yes! Come to big brother Takuma for he may be able to answer your not!question because he reads enough shoujo manga to know everything there is about awkward teenage romance]

Is this something that's happened back home? Like an event? Or is it something else that you'd like to tell him?

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

[Haruhi has already come close to fourth-wall breaking when it comes to shoujo manga, and as she herself been reading it for romantic advice lately, that hasn't helped her ideas of ways she should be reacting and things that should be happening..... please help her, somewhat-impartial-third party.]

It's something I'd like to tell him. I mean, I've already told him, but right after I said the words, I passed out and woke up in Somarium. And now that I know he's missing memories, after seeing him feel so horrible already over things he's missed at home, I'm just not sure if it's right to re-tell him... so soon?

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[He thinks for a moment, placing a hand on his chin and humming]

I see...

Do you think he's ready to be told whatever you told him back in your world? Emotionally wise, I mean.

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

That's what I'm worried about. Since he took the other things so harshly...

I know that I'm ready to say it. But I don't want to make him more upset.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[He thinks again for a moment then smiles softly]

You love him,don't you?

[He's good at spotting things like that. Like how Aidou loves Kaname]

1/2

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

Haa--

2/2

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

[after the surprise (this is the second time someone has said that to her, is she that transparent?), she calms down, takes a breath.]

...Yes. Very much.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[He nods. He can give proper advice now confirming that]

Right now, I don't think he's ready to hear that, no. Not that I think he would become upset with the news,it's just that I think he wouldn't know what to do with himself. He needs to...get out of thinking that what he's feeling is just "fatherly doting".

If you can just open his eyes to see you in a different light... other than just a familial bond. I think we're all trying to open his eyes to see passed this "father/daughter" relationship.

He's very silly, after all. We have to ground his feelings for you.

Do you think so?

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

That's-- that's what I thought. [It's still a little disappointing to have it confirmed, because she wants to much to tell him, but she had a feeling the timing wouldn't be right just yet.] I think I understand why he tries so hard to hold onto the idea of his friends as a family... Last time it was Hikaru who made him see.

I don't know if that kind of love is what he feels, but I want to be able to tell him how I feel, in any case. I'll do my best.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[He nods once]

I understand that feeling myself, actually. To hold onto a strong feeling and not being able to share it with the one you want to. But at the right time, everything will fall into place just as it has for me...

[He's so love puppy, it's not funny]

I believe that it won't be too long before you'll be able to tell him how you feel.

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

Ahh... thanks, Takuma-kun.

Hm? How have things fallen into place for you? [Yes, she's not so good at picking up on these things.]

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[Oh god, you got him started]

Aaaah~ Well~ There's this dhampir here. A dhampir is half-vampire, half-human. I met him seven months ago and at first it was a struggle just to be his friend.

He's such a strong silent type and he's so very kind and loving.

He's tall and beautiful.

Oh! But this isn't answering the question at all!

Well, for a while we were just friends. We've had arguments and disagreements and he can be very difficult because we think so differently! It even got to the point where he was pushing me away! Oh~ I was so miserable for losing a friend that I was an emotional wreck!

But everything got better and we became close again.

I was in a sleep coma for five days and he gave me a gift for each of the days I was asleep! So if I were asleep for twenty days, I would have had that many gifts! It was...so romantic~

And then I realized my feelings for him when we were talking about which world we liked better. This one or our own. He told me that [He blushes] I was the only thing he enjoyed in this world.

Of course, I didn't tell him about my feelings for a long time. I didn't want to upset him or push him away unintentionally.

But not too long ago...we were talking and he kissed me! I was so happy. And from there, we became a couple!

[Sparkle~]

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm really happy for you, then, Takuma-kun! That's wonderful.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Haruhi-chan.

Oh! I know! After you and Tamaki-kun have your first date, we should double date!

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

[AFGHJKJHG]

Let's not get too ahead of things... There's no way to say for sure Tamaki-senpai and I ever will date.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[Bahaha]

All right all right.

If when you start dating, then.

Buuut~ I'm sure you will. I'll make sure of it!

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

Hnnnng.... I guess we'll see.

But if it ever happens... I wouldn't mind doing that.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[He perks up]

I'll do my best to get you both together! Or at least get Tamaki ready for you to tell him!

[ootorospring.livejournal.com]

[Haruhi is really not sure how to handle matchmaking, so she just holds up her hands and shakes her head.]

It's okay, you don't have to worry about it. What happens will happen.

[not-my-grandpa.livejournal.com]

[You forget that he's also very silly, Haruhi. Sooo...have some more sparkling]

That won't do~ If you want to get together you have to be more optimistic about it!

Don't be too hopeful, but you have to say "I like Tamaki Suoh, so I will be with him!" And do your best!